I'm sure there were other things I intended to comment on too, but I can't quite remember now... You've all been incredibly busy in the past 10 hours since I was last here!
Hmmm my thoughts then... difficult to express since I'm highly confused. I had a super lovely day which served in the end only to confuse me further. I really wish there was a rule book or list of instructions telling me how to manage these situations. It's not even a case of not being able to get what I want, because I'm not even sure what that is anymore. Why does life have to be so complicated? And why do things that appear on the outside as so simple have to be so confusing???

Is it possible for your head to fill so much with confusion that it actually explodes???............