well first of all: i understand you and we'll keep in touch no matter what. and to quote you: "I love you, man, but you're making it really damn tough for me"
this is one reason why i'm not often here and gave my account away another one is no one tels me what i like or not. no i'm not interested in discussion or argument.
let me say this: i tried to come back but once you're on the road there is no way back. this is what i learned.
meet you further up on the road, sarge