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Old 05 Nov 2003, 08:22   #1
Fire Ball
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Join Date: 05.02.2003
Location: Los Angeles, CA
Posts: 1,044
Default solong --farewell

THANK YOU<

For all the support and love that the lot of you have given me, you spoke your truth about CHSIB I did not argue , because it is like art in a museum everyone sees something else, as the artist I tried explaining some it to so you so saw the picture better. Now most artist are very sensitive and insecure and i stand among them a total pardoid and but I am
one artists who cares more about the audience weither it's playing for them, making records, live, OR film
, just be at one of those celebrity golf tournaments, signing when every I'm asked, for you at the end of show even though I can barley spell Meat Loaf how dumb have you got to be to not be able to do that. Then your at point on a given night where it just all clicks in as is magic , the band felt it at tier to a man. and they don't come often were everything feels rights everything works the way you want it to. you thank the lord right on stage. this year there has been fewer, because of several reasons, but germany I was getting back in my grove and the last show was magic to me my voice after the first 4 mins did what every I wanted it to it soared when I wanted it It hushed-seemed it was there I was in the Zone. and it seemed in early reviews that others thought so also. then Michael crushed me. I mean really hurt because I can't do better, on one show as a whole one songs might better on a given night I don't do a show from song to song it is an 2 hour musical space , I haven't written back about any of the other reviews because I agreed with them if some-said he miss a couple of spots their were right,
Let me explain for my little friend winston
It is much much harder
to be creative in the same space every night and and try never to repeat yourself exactly every night never be the same, yes just like a comedy on the west end you do use things that work but you vary them every night so there are not exactly doing the same thing over and over again.

keeping the same set and space and being creative in it is a 1000 times more work , than bands who only know to change there sets to be creative , why because there are musicians, once again I am actor who brings something different to you standard rock night out. and 50% of the music press have hated me for me, because people hate what the don't understand
, they just don't like feeling stupid so they must put it down, that is why Jim has just always laughed at them, he is better at that than me. I am sorry my out bursts , truths are fine, but misquotes, lies, more ,miss-quotes, assumptions, rumors, and hatred toward me make me upset. You have never seen the worst of me thank god for that because some people would have need 20 years of t therapy when I would have got done .I can be a very mean cruel person who always went straight for the Kill ........ Love you all good and bad, try to look ant the show as a 2 hours play not song after song concert, it is that is very thought out ask the band next any of you are talking to me outside the bus.

I leave the site now better informed and but better knowing it's time to hang up the spurs. To Shane TRying to come to NZ really trying we may be back for 15 or 16 shows in europe in JUne and July. I am not going back out in American right now CHSIB moved up to 36 on the hot AC and if its moving another 15 places and we cross to pop WE HAVE A HIT!



So this is good bye from this site.
I have a site opening soon
it will be a pay site but not to much and I will be there all the , WE want
R from here to come withus.

Goodbye and I love you , Winston you got your wish I'm( NOT BECAAUSE
I WANT TO BUT YOU WILL BRING OUT THJE WORST IN ME , ASK GOD AND WALK AWAY TURN THE OTHER CHECK. MY YOU FIND HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIVE. and just bitter and sorry!







gone and not reading!!! But the other website will be up and I know you want pay.

Last Laugh!!!

Goodbye to all the big time fans,
Keep rocking
Meat


AGAIN GOODBYE AND LOTS OF LOVE!!!!

Forever Meat
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