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DIZZY DRUMMER · 16 Jun 2005, 22:02

I'm getting tipsy

SuperLoafMan · 16 Jun 2005, 22:04

lol

Chris · 16 Jun 2005, 23:55

Quote:

Originally Posted by Bob Hoskins

It's Good to talk!!!

DIZZY DRUMMER · 17 Jun 2005, 00:47

Cathie · 18 Jun 2005, 22:18

It's my forum birthday today, two years ago today I was an "innocent" sixteen year old venturing onto the forum for the first time

...oh how things have changed

Chris · 18 Jun 2005, 22:22

Quote:

Originally Posted by Cathie

...oh how things have changed

Haven't they just!!!

Cathie · 18 Jun 2005, 22:38

Lol

Anyone wants a drink in the bat, I'm buying

Cathie · 20 Jun 2005, 01:40

Thinking of you, Liz

Cathie · 20 Jun 2005, 07:16

I hope the person who this is for understands what I mean.

It's 5 in the morning. It's light outside. I need sleep.

I don't want to hear the kind of things that you say to me. It's not fair. You know it's not. It's not my fault. How could it have been my fault? I was 16 for goodness sake, and what happened was bad but it affected all of us. It hurt all of us. I know it sounds heartless but it wasn't just you that lost someone.

What you're doing now...I know you're hurting but it's wrong. You're taking it out on people who did nothing wrong and you're going to lose them. You've lost one member of your family, don't lose any more just through pig-headedness. Ringing up Kieran and saying those kinds of things to him is manipulative and mean. He's a child, and he's already had his world rocked by tragedy, don't give him any more. Stop saying those things to Charly or you'll lose her too. You know she isn't any of the things you say she is. You're upsetting her for nothing, you're achieveing nothing. If you're gonna hate someone then find someone who doesn't care about you, don't sabotage your relationship with Charly just because you need someone to yell at. The things you say about her are lies. There's nothing wrong with the way she lives her life, and at one point, you knew that.

We love you very much and we care about you, even though you might not think that we do. You might think we're all cruel and heartless and responsible for taking away someone you care about but you know it isn't true. Cancer isn't personal like that. We didn't do it, don't take it out on us. We're always here for you but you've been driving us away for two years and no one can take it any more, not even your kids.

I'm sorry that you feel I hurt you. I'm sorry that you feel I wasn't there for him, or that I was there too much, or that I did the wrong thing, or that I didn't do enough. But there's no need for what you're doing. I know you'll see this. I know you come on here to read my posts, or you wouldnt have mentioned it when you rang. You think no one cares about you but when you go missing for a month and then suddenly you call why do you think that two dozen of your friends and family start ringing each other in the middle of the night? You have no idea how much we worry about you, how much your friends and family have sacrificed for you. After everything you said to Charly and she still gets up and drives around and comforts Kieran and tries to find you every single time. And all you do is trick her and scare her, never mind Aly and Kieran. Last time Kiara drove half way across the country in the small hours of the morning to come and find you. Because we care about you. Stop throwing it back in our faces.

Wherever you are, please call someone and let them know you're ok and where you are, instead of just ringing up to tell them how much you hate them. This has hardly been the whole cuddly version, please come home, we love you, we miss you so much version. But I know you well enough to know that that won't work because we've tried it. And you know me well enough to know that I will try anything for the people I care about.

Because despite everything. We do love you. We do miss you. Please stop these stupid games and come home.

DIZZY DRUMMER · 20 Jun 2005, 09:47

What sort of a plonker am I ?????

Pixie · 20 Jun 2005, 11:43

A nice one Sharon!!

*Pixie jumps up and down, excited, at the thought on pending holidays!!*

Cathie · 20 Jun 2005, 13:29

Hey guys
Sorry about the post earlier. Had been an eventufull, stressful, upsetting night and I hadn't yet gone to bed. In the past 24 hours I've had 3 hours sleep, getting to bed at 7am this morning!
Sorry xxx

DIZZY DRUMMER · 20 Jun 2005, 14:44

Quote:

Originally Posted by Pixie

A nice one Sharon!!

*Pixie jumps up and down, excited, at the thought on pending holidays!!*

Thank you Pixie

We got our computer back & after 24 hrs I had uninstalled a programme that I shouldn't have - so we have no internet access - back to the shop with it

Such a dipstick - I am doing my daughter's homework at work now

Pixie - Hug all the characters - they are great

Ageing Bat · 20 Jun 2005, 15:43

To have a fighting chance to get everything done this week that needs doing, I really need 36 hour days, not 24!

Skeleton · 21 Jun 2005, 11:54

I saw a wonderful dream..

Meat was in it..

Cathie · 21 Jun 2005, 13:32

Got a three hour English Litereature exam this afternoon...fuuun

DIZZY DRUMMER · 21 Jun 2005, 14:10

My eyeball is red rare & very very sore

I got stung by a bee just on me eyelid - ******* hurt - have a puffed eye & kills

B*****D

Rebel 1 · 21 Jun 2005, 14:24

Bad luck for you FA no PC and now no sight.

DIZZY DRUMMER · 21 Jun 2005, 14:54

Quote:

Originally Posted by Rebel 1

Bad luck for you FA no PC and now no sight.

Thanks Rebel 1 - I have sight - but look like something out of a horro movie. Funny though I am the first aider for work & had a patient today - they said I looked more in need of one

Skeleton · 21 Jun 2005, 18:47

There´s hot as in Hell.... Or should I say as in sauna..

Tim · 21 Jun 2005, 19:04

...it's gettin' hot in here....lalalala....

Skeleton · 21 Jun 2005, 19:24

My neurology told me that I have to go to head MRI..

I´m little worried becaused I´d have lots of headaces..

I hope that there´s nothing in my brain.. I try to find out place where they going to do that MRI.. It´s much easier to go to private clinic and it´s faster.. Even it´s expensive..

Gez · 22 Jun 2005, 22:41

hope thats work your talkin bout

DIZZY DRUMMER · 23 Jun 2005, 09:54

I really need to get my hair cut - I look like a scarecrow

Gez · 23 Jun 2005, 20:22

Auch aye the noo and that

16 Jun 2005, 22:02	#1251
DIZZY DRUMMER Always Ready For A Bang Join Date: 30.11.2003 Location: Left In The Dark .......... AGAIN Posts: 6,389	I'm getting tipsy

16 Jun 2005, 22:04	#1252
SuperLoafMan Meat Loaf Rocks! Join Date: 25.01.2005 Location: Barnsley, UK Posts: 3,887	lol

17 Jun 2005, 00:47	#1254
DIZZY DRUMMER Always Ready For A Bang Join Date: 30.11.2003 Location: Left In The Dark .......... AGAIN Posts: 6,389

18 Jun 2005, 22:18	#1255
Cathie Sweet But Sadistic Join Date: 18.06.2003 Location: Lincolnshire/Essex depending on the time of year! Posts: 4,098	It's my forum birthday today, two years ago today I was an "innocent" sixteen year old venturing onto the forum for the first time ...oh how things have changed

18 Jun 2005, 22:38	#1257
Cathie Sweet But Sadistic Join Date: 18.06.2003 Location: Lincolnshire/Essex depending on the time of year! Posts: 4,098	Lol Anyone wants a drink in the bat, I'm buying

20 Jun 2005, 01:40	#1258
Cathie Sweet But Sadistic Join Date: 18.06.2003 Location: Lincolnshire/Essex depending on the time of year! Posts: 4,098	Thinking of you, Liz

20 Jun 2005, 07:16	#1259
Cathie Sweet But Sadistic Join Date: 18.06.2003 Location: Lincolnshire/Essex depending on the time of year! Posts: 4,098	I hope the person who this is for understands what I mean. It's 5 in the morning. It's light outside. I need sleep. I don't want to hear the kind of things that you say to me. It's not fair. You know it's not. It's not my fault. How could it have been my fault? I was 16 for goodness sake, and what happened was bad but it affected all of us. It hurt all of us. I know it sounds heartless but it wasn't just you that lost someone. What you're doing now...I know you're hurting but it's wrong. You're taking it out on people who did nothing wrong and you're going to lose them. You've lost one member of your family, don't lose any more just through pig-headedness. Ringing up Kieran and saying those kinds of things to him is manipulative and mean. He's a child, and he's already had his world rocked by tragedy, don't give him any more. Stop saying those things to Charly or you'll lose her too. You know she isn't any of the things you say she is. You're upsetting her for nothing, you're achieveing nothing. If you're gonna hate someone then find someone who doesn't care about you, don't sabotage your relationship with Charly just because you need someone to yell at. The things you say about her are lies. There's nothing wrong with the way she lives her life, and at one point, you knew that. We love you very much and we care about you, even though you might not think that we do. You might think we're all cruel and heartless and responsible for taking away someone you care about but you know it isn't true. Cancer isn't personal like that. We didn't do it, don't take it out on us. We're always here for you but you've been driving us away for two years and no one can take it any more, not even your kids. I'm sorry that you feel I hurt you. I'm sorry that you feel I wasn't there for him, or that I was there too much, or that I did the wrong thing, or that I didn't do enough. But there's no need for what you're doing. I know you'll see this. I know you come on here to read my posts, or you wouldnt have mentioned it when you rang. You think no one cares about you but when you go missing for a month and then suddenly you call why do you think that two dozen of your friends and family start ringing each other in the middle of the night? You have no idea how much we worry about you, how much your friends and family have sacrificed for you. After everything you said to Charly and she still gets up and drives around and comforts Kieran and tries to find you every single time. And all you do is trick her and scare her, never mind Aly and Kieran. Last time Kiara drove half way across the country in the small hours of the morning to come and find you. Because we care about you. Stop throwing it back in our faces. Wherever you are, please call someone and let them know you're ok and where you are, instead of just ringing up to tell them how much you hate them. This has hardly been the whole cuddly version, please come home, we love you, we miss you so much version. But I know you well enough to know that that won't work because we've tried it. And you know me well enough to know that I will try anything for the people I care about. Because despite everything. We do love you. We do miss you. Please stop these stupid games and come home.

20 Jun 2005, 09:47	#1260
DIZZY DRUMMER Always Ready For A Bang Join Date: 30.11.2003 Location: Left In The Dark .......... AGAIN Posts: 6,389	What sort of a plonker am I ?????

20 Jun 2005, 11:43	#1261
Pixie The Mad Scientist Join Date: 22.03.2004 Location: In a land where I don't have to stay Posts: 1,306	A nice one Sharon!! Pixie jumps up and down, excited, at the thought on pending holidays!!

20 Jun 2005, 13:29	#1262
Cathie Sweet But Sadistic Join Date: 18.06.2003 Location: Lincolnshire/Essex depending on the time of year! Posts: 4,098	Hey guys Sorry about the post earlier. Had been an eventufull, stressful, upsetting night and I hadn't yet gone to bed. In the past 24 hours I've had 3 hours sleep, getting to bed at 7am this morning! Sorry xxx

20 Jun 2005, 15:43	#1264
Ageing Bat Young at heart. Slightly older in other places. Join Date: 20.11.2003 Location: Here! Posts: 1,311	To have a fighting chance to get everything done this week that needs doing, I really need 36 hour days, not 24!

21 Jun 2005, 11:54	#1265
Skeleton Mega Loafer Join Date: 13.10.2003 Location: Grinning, Ducking & Running Posts: 3,668	I saw a wonderful dream.. Meat was in it..

21 Jun 2005, 13:32	#1266
Cathie Sweet But Sadistic Join Date: 18.06.2003 Location: Lincolnshire/Essex depending on the time of year! Posts: 4,098	Got a three hour English Litereature exam this afternoon...fuuun

21 Jun 2005, 14:10	#1267
DIZZY DRUMMER Always Ready For A Bang Join Date: 30.11.2003 Location: Left In The Dark .......... AGAIN Posts: 6,389	My eyeball is red rare & very very sore I got stung by a bee just on me eyelid - ***** hurt - have a puffed eye & kills B***D

21 Jun 2005, 14:24	#1268
Rebel 1 Loafer Join Date: 01.12.2004 Location: On a road outside of nowhere, in the middle of the night...... Posts: 90	Bad luck for you FA no PC and now no sight.

21 Jun 2005, 18:47	#1270
Skeleton Mega Loafer Join Date: 13.10.2003 Location: Grinning, Ducking & Running Posts: 3,668	There´s hot as in Hell.... Or should I say as in sauna..

21 Jun 2005, 19:04	#1271
Tim The Butcher Join Date: 14.04.2002 Location: Westervoort, The Netherlands Posts: 10,321	...it's gettin' hot in here....lalalala....

21 Jun 2005, 19:24	#1272
Skeleton Mega Loafer Join Date: 13.10.2003 Location: Grinning, Ducking & Running Posts: 3,668	My neurology told me that I have to go to head MRI.. I´m little worried becaused I´d have lots of headaces.. I hope that there´s nothing in my brain.. I try to find out place where they going to do that MRI.. It´s much easier to go to private clinic and it´s faster.. Even it´s expensive..

22 Jun 2005, 22:41	#1273
Gez Knicker thief Join Date: 17.04.2003 Location: auch...not on the fence Posts: 5,633	hope thats work your talkin bout

23 Jun 2005, 09:54	#1274
DIZZY DRUMMER Always Ready For A Bang Join Date: 30.11.2003 Location: Left In The Dark .......... AGAIN Posts: 6,389	I really need to get my hair cut - I look like a scarecrow

23 Jun 2005, 20:22	#1275
Gez Knicker thief Join Date: 17.04.2003 Location: auch...not on the fence Posts: 5,633	Auch aye the noo and that